My father has been sending me messages. LOVE has been coming through loudly and clearly. The first one was a tool for coping with the current situation, a system of managing energy frequency called Love or Above. Another was a t-shirt covered in clouds that said Beyond the Beyond. The video of him singing to Herman Leonard. A wink. A shooting star that became a giant cross of stars in the sky. Make Gumbo. Plant a tree. Clouds that formed his profile (complete with hat brim and a stogie of some sort), then the Louisiana Medicine Man pic, and owl, a buffalo and finally an Indian. An accidental 10 minute recording of us out in the yard making a stone garden.
He took me on a guided walk. I thought I was lost, but ended up at his coffee shop. I sat next to him and the memorial chair they had lovingly set out with his coffee, paper and cigar. And then he took me to the Before I Die wall. We used to talk about that, and he said something like, Before I Die I want to be free of wants. I had just sent him an article about it. I walked for about 20 blocks through the streets. We went to the river and I howled and sobbed. The Natchez pulled up and the brass band was playing Hark the Herald Angels sing. Hundreds of birds filled the sky. A trumpet sounded out I Left My Heart In SF.
He led me to a healer in a crystal shop. Here is her info and prayer:
God, Spirit, Source – open my awareness to the light of your spirit that is in this moment filling me, surrounding me, and emanating from me. I ask that I allow this light to guide my every thought, word, action, and breath so that I may be of service for the highest good of all. I ask that any thought, belief, habit, contract from this lifetime or any lifetime that is not in accordance with the highest be revealed, realigned, or released as quickly efficiently, easily and gracefully as possible. I ask that if there is any thing in the outer realm, manifest and unmanifest that needs to be revealed, realigned, or released for the highest good of all that this be done with ease. May I, my loved ones, and all beings everywhere, be freed by this prayer.
http://www.alamkarayoga.com/
While driving home after the service, I received a picture from my best friend. She was in Hawaii on a spiritual healing. It came through @ 11:11 New Orleans time. When I told her that, she said whenever she saw 11:11, it would remind her of me and how Dad always said, “11:11-kiss time!~” She asked me if I wanted something from Hawaii. I asked for a rock. I’m a rock collector and especially like heart-shaped ones. I find hearts in everything, heart rocks, leaves, gum on the ground. She found some and put them in her pocket. Later, they came together in formation.
Keeping it love or above~
